flowers

2008-07-17T23:38:16Z

No one has ever known me, I have never let anyone that close, and then I complain to myself about being misunderstood, i complain about people thinking they know me but not really knowing me, how could they? I have kept my Being, my Truth locked ...

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What is love?

2008-07-17T01:09:59Z

"A certain ingenious mechanism is called a watch because we have all agreed to use this word to indicate that particular thing; but the word 'watch' is obviously not the mechanism itself. Similarly, there is a feeling or a state which we have all...

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Inspiration

2008-07-13T14:55:54Z

It is inspiration which unites all members of the community of Hermeticists —without regard as to whether they are near to one another or far apart, whether they know each other or not. or whether they are living or deceased. Inspiration, tru...

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Happy Birthday to me.

2008-07-13T03:51:24Z

This is the first birthday of my working life that I have worked. I didn't have any particularly special things going on and since I took tuesday off, I figured I would not take another day of work off, gotta save up for august happenings anyhow....

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Divine contemplation strikes again

2008-07-12T15:17:05Z

The Tower These are all ideas I am stealing, mostly word for word from Meditations on the Tarot, just so everyone knows, these are not my ideas...Im too lazy to put quotes around everything. So some people think that if "there were no dev...

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Masks We Wear

2008-07-10T17:27:09Z

What is the point of getting angry, but hiding it and pretending to smile instead? Its only a mask you put on to hide the truth, to hide yourself because you believe that anger is wrong. I realized have jaw problems because I have anger but I sup...

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Yay

2008-07-09T14:22:00Z

Today is a very happy day. I have made measurable progress in those things I am working at. Seeing that makes me motivated to do more. Don't think about it, just do it. I, believe it or not, am pretty shy, which I like to call not liking to speak ...

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rut.

2008-07-06T05:59:04Z

I am calling this week my "only being in an abyss of darkness" week. Thank God for my teachers, they have shown me so much this week that I ignore. I have seen more of myself than ever. I am so lonely with no desire for companionship (lie), I wan...

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Guilt. That is all I have. That is what we all have. Fucking sucks.

2008-07-05T16:25:18Z

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Self-Discipline

2008-07-04T15:01:19Z

When people complain or are dissatisfied with their lives, they often blame others for their unhappy state of affairs. If it isn’t the fault of others, then they claim it is due to ‘bad luck’ or how ‘unfair’ the world is. They seem to blame every...

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